Bridge can keep drivers from going forward

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By Stephanie Stoughton ASSOCIATED PRESS

Maryland's Chesapeake Bay Bridge offers a postcard-perfect view of the Bay, seagulls and ... whatever. I'm not looking.

I am memorizing every curve of the car's bumper in front of me. Approaching the eastbound span on my way to a summer conference in Ocean City, my hands grip the wheel, my heart thunders and I'm talking to myself.

Calm down, you can do this.

But as the car climbs the bridge, everything goes on fast-forward.

Look at the painted line. Watch that car. Breathe in. One, two, three, four. Don't look over.

Then I look over - about 19 stories down - and gasp. My head spins. For a few seconds, I feel as if I'm falling through the ripples of heat in the air and down to the dark water below. My station wagon slows to 45 mph ... 40 ... 35.

Some people will do anything to avoid crossing bridges such as the William Preston Lane Jr. Memorial Bridge, informally known as the Bay Bridge. Its 186-foot height and 4-mile-long ride causes anything from mild distress to a full-blown panic attack. But many push on, motivated by necessity, pride and perhaps penny-pinching. It costs $50 round trip to hire a private contractor to drive you over the dual-span bridge.

With my lifelong dread of bridges, I remember muttering when I learned that Maryland last year stopped offering free rides across the bridge, No. 1 on my list of terror spans. And yet ending the freebies might have been the best thing the state has done for those like me.

You need to cross, one way or the other, to get control of the phobia, said psychotherapist Jerilyn Ross, president and chief executive of the Anxiety Disorders Association of America. In fact, part of the therapy is learning how to do it.

Miss Ross said two clients had their wives lock them in the trunks of their vehicles, then drive them across the Bay Bridge.