- Associated Press - Saturday, February 8, 2014

DECATUR, Ala. (AP) - During some of her darkest moments, Catrena Jackson wanted to quit.

The competitive spirit of the former high school athlete was beaten and battered, and she had grown tired of being the burden she thought she had become.

There was no light at the end, she thought. Death seemed better than life.

But she pushed through the daily pain, believing God had other plans for her and her time wasn’t over.

“This is what cancer does to you,” she said last week, tears rolling down her face. “You know better, but all I thought was no one would have to take care of me. I didn’t want to be a burden.”

For almost two hours, an emotional Jackson recalled her two-year struggle with cancer. The disease carried the mother of two to the lowest of lows, but family, co-workers and friends helped her remain positive and to stay strong.

After a semester of medical leave, Jackson returned to her counseling position at Austin High after the Christmas break. Her cancer is in remission.

“No one was happier to see her than me,” senior counselor Lewis White said. “She has that soft motherly touch that I don’t have, and there are some situations when students need that.”

White’s father died of cancer two years ago, and his mother is battling the disease.

Jackson’s return to Austin came after two fights with cancer. Shortly after the birth of her first child in 2008, doctors found a large mass in one of her breasts. She had a double mastectomy, but opted for no treatment after surgery because she wanted to have more children.

“I felt well, and doctors said they had gotten it all,” Jackson said.

Two years after the birth of her second child, Jackson started to experience “extreme pain” in her back, hips and left side of her body.

Her limp at school became more noticeable, but co-workers didn’t say anything, counselor Lisa Earley said.

Both of Earley’s parents died of cancer, and she said the staff was concerned about Jackson. Earley said they didn’t say anything because Jackson didn’t use “whatever was going on as an excuse” to stop doing her job.

“She walked the campus like nothing was wrong,” Earley said. “Her slow decline hit all of us, but she felt like this was her private battle.”

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