"There's really not time that doesn't go by where you still think about it. I know how I feel about it and I know the feelings that it conjures up inside of me when I think about it," Bevell said. "But it's one play, and I have to look at it that way, and I was able to put it behind me. That doesn't mean that it didn't happen. That doesn't mean that I don't still have a reaction to it."