NEWTOWN, Conn. (AP) — At the bar, everybody knew her name.
Nancy Lanza was the one who, if she heard you were short on cash, regularly offered to pick up the tab at My Place.
Two or three nights a week, Ms. Lanza — the mother of the gunman in Connecticut’s horrific school massacre — came in for carryout salads but stayed for Chardonnay and good humor. The divorced mother of two — still smooth-skinned and ash blonde at 52 — clearly didn’t have to work but was always glad to share talk of her beloved Red Sox, gardening and a growing enthusiasm for target shooting.
But while Ms. Lanza spoke proudly about her sons and brought them in for breakfast when they were younger, friends say she held one card very close: home life, especially its trials and setbacks, was off-limits.
Now, the secrets Ms. Lanza kept are at the center of the questions that envelop this New England town, grieving over the slaughter unleashed by her 20-year-old son, Adam, who investigators say killed his mother Friday with one of her own guns before murdering 26 children and teachers at a nearby school.
“Her family life was her family life. She kept it private when we were together. That was her own thing,” said Louise Tambascio, who runs the warmly lit pizzeria and bar with her own sons, and became a shopping and dining companion of Ms. Lanza‘s.
Friends had met Ms. Lanza‘s younger son, who stared down at the floor and didn’t speak when she brought him in. They knew he had switched schools more than once and that she had tried home schooling him. But while she occasionally expressed concern about his future during evenings at the bar, she never complained about anything at all.
California resident Ryan Kraft told KCAL-TV in Los Angeles that when he was a teenager he lived a few doors down from the Lanza family and used to baby-sit AdamLanza, then 9 or 10 years old. He said the boy “struck me as an introverted kid.”
“His mom, Nancy, had always instructed me to keep an eye on him at all times, never turn my back or even go to the bathroom or anything like that. Which I found odd, but I really didn’t ask; it wasn’t any of my business,” said Mr. Kraft, who lives in Hermosa Beach. “But looking back at it now, I guess there was something else going on.”
Despite the challenges, the trappings of Ms. Lanza‘s life in Newtown were comfortable. When she and then-husband PeterLanza moved to the central Connecticut community in 1998 from southern New Hampshire, they bought a brand-new 3,100-square-foot colonial set on more than 2 acres in the Bennett’s Farm neighborhood. Ms. Lanza had previously worked as a stockbroker at John Hancock in Boston and her husband was a successful executive.
When the couple divorced in 2009, he left their spacious home to Ms. Lanza and told her she would never have to work another day in her life, said Marsha Lanza of Crystal Lake, Ill., Ms. Lanza‘s aunt. The split-up was not acrimonious, and Adam Lanza spent time with both his mother and father, she said.
Those who knew Ms. Lanza recall her as very generous, often giving money to those she met and doing volunteer work.
“Nancy overheard the discussion and, unblinkingly, told him she’d just write him a check then and there,” Mr. Leff recalled on his blog in a post after Ms. Lanza‘s death. “While I’m far from the most generous guy in the world, it’s not often that I feel stingy. But I learned something from that. I should have just written him the check. She was right.”
Mark Tambascio recalled the time Ms. Lanza invited him and his brother to attend a Boston Red Sox game, buying them tickets atop the outfield wall known as the “Green Monster” and refusing any talk of repayment.
There were moments when she appeared carefree. Inside My Place on Sunday, friends passed around a book of photos from a 2008 sailing trip off Newport, R.I., including one showing Ms. Lanza, her eyes gently closed and head tilted back as the sea breeze blew through her hair. “Dreamer!” read the caption.
Neighbors knew her from the monthly gathering of women who rotated between homes for games of the dice game bunko. Ms. Lanza enthused about gardening, while poking fun of the fact that few could see the result because her house was set back from the road on a low rise, partly cloaked by trees.
“She used to give me a hard time, you know, because I put out all these Christmas lights, and she said, ‘I put out mine, too, but you can’t even see them,’” said Rhonda Cullens, who lives one street over.
Investigators said Sunday that Ms. Lanza visited shooting ranges several times and that her son also visited an area range.
Ginger Colbrun, a spokeswoman for the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives, said it’s still not clear whether Ms. Lanza brought her son to the range or whether he ever fired a weapon there.
“She prepared for the worst,” Marsha Lanza told the newspaper. “I didn’t know that they (the guns) would be used on her.”
But while trips to shooting ranges gave Ms. Lanza an outlet, she returned home to the ever-present challenges of raising a son with intractable problems.
“He would have an episode, and she’d have to return or come to the high school and deal with it,” said Richard Novia, the school district’s head of security until 2008, who got to know the family because both Lanza sons joined the school’s Technology Club he chartered.
The club gave the boy a place where he could be more at ease and indulge his interest in computers. His anxieties appeared to ease somewhat, but they never disappeared. When people approached him in the hallways, he would press himself against the wall or walk in a different direction, clutching tight to his black briefcase.
“If he had needed consulting, she would have gotten it,” Marsha Lanza said. “Nancy wasn’t one to deny reality.”
But friends and neighbors said Ms. Lanza never spoke about the difficulties of raising her son. Mostly she noted how smart he was and that she hoped, even with his problems, that he would find a way to succeed.
“We never talked about the family,” John Tambascio said. “She just came in to have a great time.”
Associated Press writer Matt Apuzzo in Southbury, Conn., and Michael Tarm in Crystal Lake, Ill., contributed to this report.
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