"When I left to Syria I was a naive, angry, and arrogant young woman. I thought that I understood my religious beliefs," she said. "During my years in Syria I would see and experience a way of life and the terrible effects of war which changed me. Seeing bloodshed up close changed me. Motherhood changed me. Seeing friends, children, and the men I married dying changed me. Seeing how different a society could be compared to the beloved America I was born and raised into changed me. Being where I was and seeing the [people] around me scared me because I realized I didn't want to be a part of this. My beliefs weren't the same as theirs."